fine lines

mimikova:

sometimes when pushing
you push too hard
often you push a bit too far
i put boundaries that
expecting respect
when overrun
the pushing laments
deep in my heart
so i build stronger walls
to stop the pushing from pushing too far

It hurts when the walls come down too. 

you are too kind. thank you! :)

You are VERY welcome! How I love reading the poems on Tumblr. Mostly because they say to me, “You are not alone. There are others like you in the world. Kindred Spirits. Poets. People who feel things more deeply than most and write about it because they have to. It’s the Natural Progression of Things and Meant To Be.” ~ Janean
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Yay and Nay

splintersandmilkshakes:

Yes.

Yes to obsolete notions that are useless and old.

Yes to transcending the proverbial mold.

Yes to allowing life to magically unfold.

Yes to writing that is boundless and bold.

No. 

No to being afraid of opening your heart.

No to allowing others to tear you apart.

No to believing your words are not worthy or smart.

Perhaps you will read this and a smile will impart.  

What she said! Excellent advice, splintersandmilkshakes! You ROCK! ~ Janean

I walked alone

I walked alone last night

along the festive streets

families migrated downtown

to see the live window vignettes

with a holiday theme

the crescent moon was shining

the streetlights were brighter

a white horse ambled by

pulling a carriage

something special

out of the usual

I wish my family had joined me

at the art walk downtown

where I went to see my friends

for quick conversations

shared smiles and hugs

and to see their art

glad I went

for a bit

as I drove home 

alone

Elvis was crooning

“Blue Christmas”

from the radio

I got misty eyed

a lump in my throat

my head already hurt

maybe it ached

from unshed tears

accumulating

behind my eyes

I didn’t test that theory

and held ‘em back

a little longer

headin’ home

for rest

in the night

December 2, 2011 was F1RST FR1DAY in downtown Bloomington. How I love, and look forward to goin’ downtown on the F1RST FR1DAY of every month. Even if I go alone, I don’t feel lonely. The studios and galleries, and the artists within, are very welcoming and always glad to see you. Even if you’re just admiring, and not buying, their wonderful and varied works of art. ~ Janean

© Turquoise Tangles

That kind of blue…: Parents Just Don’t Understand

celestinelea:

I had my yearly review today. It did not go well. Oh- my lessons are great. My teaching style is great. I have such a way with the kids. They are learning so much. They are so excited about writing. They have come such a long way.

But.

Apparently I’ve received complaints because the students…

I wish I’d had an English teacher like you somewhere along the way. I had the red pen, run on hating, fragment catching, misspelled word grade knocking kind of teachers instead and didn’t think I could write at all until two professors in college said they like it. They liked what I’d written, and my heart did a flip flop of happiness inside my chest. The school my children go to has the online grade thing too. I never check it. I review the work they bring home weekly, but I don’t need to know up to the minute what grade are getting in their classes. I can wait for the quarter breaks. There is more to life than grades. There is Life. ~ Janean

That kind of blue…: Parents Just Don’t Understand

new phone distraction

Well…I haven’t exactly done much housework…but I did re-enter all the contacts from my four plus year old flip phone into my snazzy new iphone. Will get the phone itself activated soon. Lovin’ the internet features in the meantime. Now to use restraint so my husband doesn’t regret giving it to me for my birthday…yeah, I know…dishes and laundry…are still waiting where I left ‘em… ~ Janean