Two things you can count on, when you are in a hurry and running late…pouring rain and being’ stopped by a train. So, I wore my polka dot rain boots and slowed down to enjoy the journey.

P.S.

P.S. I made seven pieces to show

seven, in three days time

it felt so good too

on the inside

why did I wait so long?

this is part of me

time to set it free

and create with abandon

because I can

because I was made to

by Him

that is enough of a reason

The Reason

to make art

message received

lesson nearly learned

takes me a few times

of getting conked on the head

to get it

completely

and set my eyes on Him

and be the woman

He made me to be

I am an artist

I’m still learning to say it aloud

today’s the day I do just that

© Turquoise Tangles

today’s the day

today’s the day I show my art

the pieces that have had my laser focus

for the past few days

I still can’t believe I said, “Yes” so fast

without anything ready to show

with a week’s notice

and other activities scheduled as well

amazingly it all came together

with my husband’s help

and encouragement

mostly he gave me the space

to create

and only called me stubborn once

I owned it and agreed

I kept saying, “This just feels

like too good

of an opportunity

to miss”

he understood

he did

and now

excited

scared

and nervous

sums up the jangle in my stomach 

details to see to 

things to do

one more piece of artwork

to finish and get framed

first thing this morning

because

today’s the day

YIKES!

© Turquoise Tangles

The Write Way

splintersandmilkshakes:

I have meandered through too many roads on this stint,

both traveled and untraveled.

Now I am completely lost

in a state of limbo feeling frustrated and unraveled.

The advice to “follow my heart” I cannot honor 

for it was pulverized into pieces eons ago.

My instincts are shot as well

as its heeds I have ignored 

unsychronizing my inner ebb and flow.

Uncertain what the answer is

or what direction I should take.

I am hoping if I write enough

my own road I will make.

Thus, I implore you to bear with me on this journey

through these mangled words I timidly bestow.

And perhaps I will find comfort through these pages

eventually allowing this dark soul

to be guided by her inner glow.

The Write Way

December 13, 2011: Love is…

Love is saying this morning, “I’ll take the boys to school and then go to Meijer,” because you know I’m trying to finish some artwork for a one day show tomorrow that I’m simultaneously excited, nervous and freaked out about, even though you re-start chemo today and have your own set of nerves about that. 

Taking Stock…The Things That Matter Most: love isn’t holding hands everywhere you go or roses every February…

takingstockofwhatmattersmost:

love isn’t holding hands everywhere you go

or roses every February 14th

it’s not kisses that last for hours

or making love every single night

love is not – never disagreeing

or having a fight

love isn’t a fairytale in real life

or else there would never be such a thing

as…

Taking Stock…The Things That Matter Most: love isn’t holding hands everywhere you go or roses every February…

I traded last night’s mug of herbal decaf tea for a mug o’ coffee this morning. Still waiting for The Jolt Of It to hit my sleepy system. I’m just on the second mug now…maybe third mug is the charm. I even made it A Little Strong (on accident). Morning, All! ~ Janean